Depression

Prof. Albao has just returned our midterm exams in accounting with our grades in it. The result is very depressing and makes me wanna cry. My grapes dropped by almost 3-4%, from 2.5 to 2.75. I was expecting a better grade in midterms but my expectations defy the results. I was planning to be on the dean's list this semester but I guess that will not happen to me now. Admittedly, the results made me think to stop to go further. Well, there are still finals and the comprehensive exam. I'm trying to be optimistic but the fear is always there. The fear of failure. I'm still hoping and praying to do better next time. And that "next time" will be better.